To trust someone who lies.

beingjustme @ 2008-10-14T10:53:00

2008-10-14T03:39:25Z

The seven of us:)

Before(1st pic) and after(2nd pic) haha.

Done! And many thanks to those who helped me when I fell:)
Love you all!

beingjustme @ 2008-09-13T15:23:00

2008-09-13T07:44:30Z

Life is just complicated ok. So hard to understand. When you wish to have a simple life, things just get into your way. What kind of world is it now? So, the best way is to not understand, then life will be much easier. There are people out there leaving in a facade. They chose not to believe, not to understand, and not to wake up and face the reality. You think their lives are much better off. But think again, they are living no better. isn't it.

beingjustme @ 2008-08-25T22:19:00

2008-08-25T14:38:38Z

Well, I haven't been updating my life this few days because I am emotionally unstable??!!
Haha, oh well...
23 August 2008!
It has been rather nice to go out in big grps again after so longgggg....
so... we went for the play, at raffles place.
Had a hilarious arguement with the taxi driver cause it was pouring and we need to get to jubilee hall fast like whoooooo fast...
So , the play isn't that bad after all, boo radley is hot,like seriously haha. Viv likes his hair.
Then after that we went to marina and had dinner. SUBWAY:)))) eat fresh! Had a damn damn good laugh with the twins, cass, rach, angie, amira and fatinah. HAHA. Love you guys, you made my day.
Everyone is prettaye! like feminine:)
Give the fireworks a miss and went to frolicks instead. HAd a good laugh there too by the twins childhood story:)))
There're good...
I love long bus rides. Especially on rainy days. Rainy days. I dk why but it is so nice for me to snuggle in my long pj and grab a book plus a cup of hot choc, ahhh.... so nice...
Haha. ok random much?

I'll start praying, hoping that everything is true...
Friendship is like a game; i always lose.
~~happy.~~

beingjustme @ 2008-06-29T14:20:00

2008-06-29T09:14:30Z

The 70th anniversary thingy is finally over. I kinda miss it though. I will miss all the intense rehearsals we have, the fun, laughter and joy we spent together as one, big family. Everything has to come to an end right?

Well, now each day will only be school, school and more school. No more getting out of class early, no more make up {I will miss my stubble and mostache:( }, no more costume. Omg, I feel like crying right now. It sound so sad. And I can bet you I am not the only one. Haha.

I am currently waiting for miss ethel lim to go online now so we can discuss the proposal thingy, but sadly I do not know where is she now??? She is not answering my messages:(.

Ok, I shall talk about yestaday. Yestaday was a huge success ok? Although, I prefer to have fri audience. Cause they were just awesome. Such awesome people. is like full house on that day ok? I was so pleased and happy and our performance was a full blast. Yestaday was not bad too. We have laughters here and there, so it was ok:) Mr palmer is a nice mp. He chat with us just like normal people. Coolio!!! Then we also chat with some nice nice parents. Is so fun!!!

After that we headed for compass to have dinner, but apparently all the shops are closed so we went for starbucks instead and we have a good chat too:)

ok, that's all now. bye.

beingjustme @ 2008-06-16T14:07:00

2008-06-16T06:48:42Z

How I wish..... I wish...... I wish......
How I wish that I have good ambitions......
How I wish that I wouldn't be so bored right now...
How I wish that I can count every single star there are up in the sky and perhaps someone would pluck them down just for me........
How I wish that I wouldn't have down but ups in my life.......( I do not really get this one)
How I wish that I have everything that I want!!!!!!!!
How I wish that I have fun, fun, and MORE FUN!!!!!! every single day and not to worry about anything...
How I wish that I have a good future...
How I wish that I could ride on a horse and travel around the world...
How I wish that I can have ice cream for dessert everyday and not having to worry about the fats it contain...
How I wish that I can have someone to bring joy and laughter to my life...
How I wish that I have a pet kangeroo:)......
How I wish that I can laugh all day without frowning...
How I wish that I have m&n chocolates to make me smile right now...
How I wish that I will no longer have to follow rules but have F-R-E-E-D-O-M to decide on my own......(wheeeeee)
How I wish that I have a house shape like an orange:))))).....
How I wish that I have a panda stuff toy to hug:O......(cool!!!)
How I wish that I can be the queen:)......( all hail queen celine!!!!)
How I wish that I can create rules and make people obey...( muahahahaha)
How I wish that I can be sir stamford raffles no. 2!!!!!....
How I wish that I can top the world!!!!...
How I wish that I own a unicorn:) cause they're cool!!!...
How I wish that I know how to play a violin and be the world's famous musician.....(That is obviously a dream.)
How I wish that I plant the largest watermelon on planet earth:).....
How I wish that I can have x'mas everyday so that I can have many presents and food galore:)....(yum...yum)
How I wish that I have yellow hair:) Then I will look funky:)...(Yeah!)
How I wish that I have a zombie:) Wouldn't that be a cool thing:)...
How I wish that I own all of the above:)
Hope you guys like it:)

Guess I must be really lame and bored to think of all these stuff man. But it sure cheered me up a little:) I miss grandma, and my two granny- kids:(. Hope to see them soon:)
I miss vanessa, pris,dahlia and many more:)
Come back:'(.
Now is back to having drama all day long, dread it.

Tears filled the eyes.

2008-05-22T12:49:15Z

Aye, Fel left today without us sending her right to the departure place thingy. So sad. But at least her 3H friends send her off. We felt a little left out though but its alright.
Somehow the leaving part is sad la, but we did not really cried much. It was least expected, like me not crying like some shit and flood the airport. Haha. Well, hope that she will do well in America. We will meet her soon la.... after 4........or 6 years????!!!???? Then I will be like 19...... or 21???? Old me:(
Hahaha. Ok that's all.
All the best fel. This is for you:) If you know my lj.

Remember us ok? Miss you loads!!!

Pictures are HERE!!!!!

2008-05-19T12:56:19Z

Alrights! Here are most of the pictures:D If you guys wanna have more of your pictures, then just ask them from me either by msn or msn:) Alright, gotta go, kwek and pris has won the most popular award with many of their faces shown in my lj. They always flood my phone with their pictures.
Ok, bye!

I'll just pretend.

Pictures!!!!

2008-03-23T13:46:46Z

Smile at the camera:)

Another one!

wifey and hubby:P

Take two!

Blurry blurry.

Gran kid and me:)

Smile!!!

Aww........

Silly faces!!!

We're so lame.

Sexy legs!!!

My buddy and me:0

Beautiful scenery...

Buddy's unglam pic.

Peretty!!!

Love ya'll guys.

My second cake!!!

Thanks guys for all you did for me on this very special day of mine. It will be remembered forever:)

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CEL:)

2008-03-23T10:34:54Z

I'M FIFTEEN TODAY:) ON 22ND MARCH 2008.
Woke up bright and early today at around like 8?!?!?! Wash up, shower, have breakfast and off to tuition. It has been a while since I went to tuition. Like 3 weeks ago.... That sounds bad isn't it. So went to tuition, yadah yadah. Then 10.30 sharp, I left. Then my handphone was like ringing madly due to all the sweet smses I recieved this morning. Aww... thanks. So went home with my neighbour, talk on the way home. So reached home, waited for my sis to finish her homework then i brought her for lunch. At hougang mall, brought sis to have sushi and have some snacks. Then this mafan little sis of mine wanna go toilet, so yup brought her to the toilet. And guess who i saw??? Kwek and Grace! I didn't really think I would like meet them there la. So coincidence. So I ask them what were they doing at the cake shop and they said they need to choose a cake for pris cause is her birthday and so on and so forth. But little did I realise they are actually planning something for me. So yup then we talked, buddy called so I left. The next thing I did was to meet buddy. Cause we were like going out la. Only two of us cause the whole celebrating cel's birthday thing was cancelled. So, I was late again. And she called my phone, and we took quite a while to find each other. But in the end we did la. So we went up to my house then I got changed. So went we were going to go out or shall i say preparing to go out, out of a sudden, my lovely grandaughter, Grace and Kwek popped up with a nice cake with a lited candle, and actually sang me a birthday song outside my door!!!! How sweet is that right? I was so touched ok, I almost cried la but i didn't cause is my birthday and you know birthday girls don't cry.

So I invited them to my house and i blew the candle on my lovely cake which was chose by myself not knowing that just now at hm choosing cake for pris is actually for me:) So well, I was very touched by their little but cute surprise. Then after that miss grace foong on the television thinking that it was her house then suddenly we watched horror movie. So all the while i was closing my eyes watching it. And kwek better still, stand outside my door all the while cause she was too scared to watch. Yup, then after that we watched another show then we went for late lunch. and also I opened up the present that was given to me by wong ting, buddy, jessica, kwek, grace,hester. And it was a necklace and hairbands. It is very thoughtful and nice of them la. We went to KFC for lunch. After a while wong ting left for her training and then Grace left for her VIOLIN class. So it was left with me, buddy and kwek. We stand outside KFC and plan on where to go next. Buddy wants to go to the Esplanade so we went there. When we are going to board the MRT, we saw Amanda wong again and Kwek pass her one of the umbrella which is somehow mine???!!!!??? cause she don't wanna embarassed herself at the esplanade. Wong ting text Kwek that her training is cancelled so we can go esplanade together:) we board the train, met Wong Ting at Boon Keng then went to esplanade. We have fun there. Saw Hester and gang and Hester wished me happy birthday:P We have fun at the Esplanade embarrassing ourselves. Haha. What to do? We are still young kids.

So we went back to hougang to have dinner. On our way back, Kwek say she has to go to jessica house to collect her netball, so we have to follow her:( It was around 7 plus already, sky quite dark. We went to meet grace then off to jessica house. Our dinner was cup noodles and bubble tea. So we tapao our food. Then on our way to sissy house we were being lame again, shouting around. We reached jessica house, then she dumped us outside with the key. So I, being the mum of dunnoe how many lame and retarted kids have to open the door but apparently I dunnoe how too. So wong has to do it. Then went we got in, my second surprise came. They bought me another cake!!!!! A mango cake with my name on it:) I was shocked, surprised and happy. So i made my second wish and blow the candle. We ate, we talked and enjoy the night away. Oh btw yiping was there too:) And she is also the one who didn't give me face and finish her cake. So I have to eat three pieces of cake and half a cup of cup noodles. Jessica say must eat:) Then I left at around 9 then jessica, yiping escort me and wong ting home. Jessica and yiping were nice. They brought me up to my doorstep and yiping even wished me a loud happy birthday in the lift.

I just wanna thank all the people who wished me happy birthday. No matter who you are, you are loved by me. And special thanks to buddy, wong, kwek, grace, jessica, yiping for giving me the surprises and spending my day with me. Thanks guys. I love you all:) Hugs and kisses. I really really enjoyed my 15 birthday. Pictures uploaded in the next post.

Hey!!!! I'm back from china!!!!!!!

2008-03-16T08:56:47Z

Hey guys! I'm back from china:) It was a fun, cold and GREAT trip. I really enjoyed myself, like really.
On the 1st day, we went to chengdu. It was freezing cold la. Like 3-4 degree. I was wrapped up like a dumpling:) First, we went to Jinli old street to see the scenery and shop:) It was a very traditional place and it was cool yo.

Day 2, we depart from chengdu to shanghai. Then, we went to cheng huang temple, a traditional chinese characterised garden located downtown, shanghai. Then we boarded a 3- and- a- half hour to Yiwu. We also went to a small wholesale centre to buy stationery.

Day 3, we went to Yiwu wholesale market. And what do we do??? Shop shop and more shopping. We were allowed to shop for three hour straight:) Happy, happy. So I bought accessories, wallets, and more:) Then we went to visit "mei jia wu". An area whereby they grow tea leaves and sell them:) So first we have a talk by this funny, lame guy and then we proceed on to tea drinking and the purchase or the tea. So I bought a small one and it cost a bomb, 100 yuan. Heartpain:( Next we went to have dinner and then we proceed on to our sight seeing at the West Lake, it is very preety but very cold. Brrr... and we watched a play about the Song Dynasty in the night. It was the best play ok. It is cool, great effects etc:)

Day 4- Day 6 we went to Suzhou no. 16 for school in the morning, and we attended history and chinese lesson and interect with the kids there:) We have singing class too and I actually sung with clare and pris too and I got a rose:) 'Blush blush'. haha. Yup, and we still went to other places to sight see. Like the Suzhou industrail park, Suzhou museum, Silk factory etc. And it was fun ok and I really enjoyed it:) I miss everyone here in S'pore too:( Pictures update tmw!!!